i’m not over moonlight.. after i watched it i took a nap and dreamt about how lonely chiron was. do we realise how lonely chiron was? i cried at the scene when he said ‘you don’t even know’ when he was asked to press charges against the boys who beat him up. he was betrayed by the one guy he trusted, and touched, and loved. he took a 9 hour drive to see that same man a decade later. my dream was telling me – imagine that drive. imagine him not touching another person the whole time. imagine having magic and having it disappear for a decade. now imagine what it means to tell yourself to try and chase it again. now imagine what it means to stand in a kitchen 4 steps away from the only person who has ever touched you and confess that.